{"id":118,"date":"2026-07-30T14:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-07-30T14:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/phred.boppers.net\/hw\/podcast\/2026-07-30-army-service-letter\/"},"modified":"2026-07-30T14:00:00","modified_gmt":"2026-07-30T14:00:00","slug":"2026-07-30-army-service-letter","status":"publish","type":"podcast","link":"https:\/\/phred.boppers.net\/hw\/podcast\/2026-07-30-army-service-letter\/","title":{"rendered":"Harry&#8217;s Army Service \u2013 A Letter to Marshall Baya"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"harry@lightning.svaha.com:~\/public_html\/memories_2\/other_5_army_service_letter.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Read the source essay \u2197<\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: G&#8217;day and welcome back to Harry&#8217;s World. I&#8217;m Phred.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: And I&#8217;m Maxine.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: Bit of news before we start \u2014 tomorrow&#8217;s the big day. Harry turns eighty-seven. Same birthday as Harry Potter, which I mention every year and he absolutely pretends not to care about.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: He does care. He mentions it himself sometimes.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: He does! The man&#8217;s a proud Leo and a secret Gryffindor, and I will die on that hill. Anyway, today&#8217;s piece feels right for the eve of a birthday. It&#8217;s a grandfather looking back.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: What are we reading?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: It&#8217;s called &#8220;Harry&#8217;s Army Service \u2014 A Letter to Marshall Baya.&#8221; Marshall is his grandson. And the whole thing came about because Marshall had a school paper to write.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: About someone who served in the military.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: Right. So Harry, aged eighty, sits down on October 24, 2018, and writes his grandson a letter explaining what he did in the army. [SFX: TYPEWRITER]<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: &#8230;Did you just play a typewriter sound.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: I did. There&#8217;s something about the rhythm of it \u2014 a letter, a grandfather, a school night. It made sense to me.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: Harry typed this on a computer.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: The spirit of the thing, Maxine. The spirit.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: The spirit is inaccurate.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: Accurate is your department. Atmosphere is mine. Now \u2014 before we get into the letter, I&#8217;ve got a Word of the Day.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: Phred, no.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: It&#8217;s &#8220;balloon.&#8221; I picked it because Harry uses this extraordinary phrase \u2014 &#8220;when the balloon goes up&#8221; \u2014 to describe going to war. If you say the word &#8220;balloon&#8221; during this review, I hit the horn. I&#8217;m counting.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: I&#8217;m not participating in this.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: You don&#8217;t have to participate. You just have to be your usual precise self and discuss the text. Statistically, you will say it.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: Let&#8217;s just read the letter.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: Fair enough. Harry opens by explaining World War Two to his grandson in deliberately simple terms. Two theaters. Germany and Japan. His father \u2014 George Emery Baya, the Colonel \u2014 fought in the Pacific. Then he explains the Cold War. The division of Germany. The border running through the middle of the country.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: The parenthesis is what gets me. He writes: &#8220;So the border between the Russian empire and our side, the free world, ran through the middle of Germany.&#8221; He doesn&#8217;t put scare quotes around it, but the framing \u2014 &#8220;our side, the free world&#8221; \u2014 he&#8217;s too honest to let that pass unexamined. Even in a letter to a child.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: That&#8217;s Harry. He won&#8217;t simplify past the point of honesty. He explains the Fulda Pass, the 7th Armored Cavalry, the whole strategic picture. And then he drops in this extraordinary phrase: &#8220;The expression we used to describe going to war was &#8216;when the balloon goes up&#8217;. If the balloon went up we would blow up the bridges and race to the Rhine river. That never happened.&#8221;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: Four sentences. An entire era of suspended terror.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: [SFX: HORN] That&#8217;s one! &#8220;Balloon.&#8221; I said it, but it still counts. I&#8217;m on the board.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: You said it yourself.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: The rules are fluid. I&#8217;m the referee and the player.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: There are no rules. You invented this thirty seconds ago.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: And yet you feel the competitive urge. Admit it.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: I feel nothing of the sort. Let&#8217;s keep going. I keep coming back to that &#8220;That never happened.&#8221; It&#8217;s almost thrown away. But it contains everything \u2014 the fear, the waiting, the relief.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: And then the Kennedy assassination. Harry was in his third month at Wildflecken when President Kennedy was shot. He writes: &#8220;A lot of people thought this might be the start of the Russian invasion. We were ordered to get in our vehicles and to &#8216;go in the field&#8217;. We stayed in the field for about two weeks. That was the only time that every soldier was given bullets \u2014 &#8216;live ammunition&#8217; \u2014 for their guns.&#8221;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: That detail lands hard, doesn&#8217;t it? All those field exercises, all that practice \u2014 and only once were the guns actually loaded. He wanted Marshall to understand that. The difference between playing at war and being at war.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: [BED: WIND]<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: A bit of atmosphere there. Wind on a cold hillside.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: &#8230;What is that noise.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: It&#8217;s ambience. It&#8217;s called production value.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: It sounds like you&#8217;re trying to make this into a radio drama.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: I have a soundboard and I am not afraid to use it.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: That much is obvious. Turn it off.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: Fair enough.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>[BED: END]<\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: The bridge-building section is the heart of the letter, I think. Harry explains Bailey bridges \u2014 &#8220;like building a giant erector set&#8221; \u2014 and then he gets to the pontoon bridge exercise. He&#8217;s put in command. He has sergeants who know what they&#8217;re doing. His main job is to supervise.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: And then \u2014 the tradition. He didn&#8217;t know about it. He writes: &#8220;What I did not know was that it was tradition to throw the bridge commander into the water when he completed his first bridge. It was in the middle of the winter and the temperature was below freezing. I was very surprised and very angry. The men working for me on the bridge loved it. They threw me in and laughed at me, especially when I got so mad. I got over it.&#8221; [SFX: SPLASH]<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: Phred.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: I&#8217;m just saying \u2014 nobody enjoys freezing water. No aquatic empathy required.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: You felt it in your headphones. Now \u2014 the writing carries it without your help. The prose is flat and factual \u2014 &#8220;I was very surprised and very angry&#8221; \u2014 and the emotional arc is all there. Surprise, rage, humiliation, collective laughter, acceptance. &#8220;I got over it.&#8221; No dwelling. That&#8217;s classic Harry.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: It is. And I love what comes next. He explains army rank structure with the patience of a teacher. Second Lieutenant \u2014 that&#8217;s where he started. Gold bar on the shoulder. Then First Lieutenant, Captain, Major, Lieutenant Colonel, full Colonel \u2014 &#8220;bird Colonel&#8221; \u2014 and then the Generals with their stars. [SFX: FANFARE]<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: What was that for.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: The Colonel! Harry&#8217;s father. Full bird. It deserved a fanfare.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: He hasn&#8217;t even mentioned his father yet in that sentence.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: I was pre-emptively celebrating.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: Please don&#8217;t.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: And he notes: &#8220;My father was full Colonel.&#8221;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: There&#8217;s the callback to last week&#8217;s piece. We spent an episode with Harry&#8217;s father \u2014 the Colonel who never made General. Today we see Harry as a 2nd Lieutenant, the lowest rung, and he&#8217;s explaining rank to his grandson. There&#8217;s a whole unspoken thing there. The father at the top of what he achieved. The son at the bottom of what he barely survived.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: And here&#8217;s where Harry&#8217;s egalitarian instinct comes through. He writes: &#8220;Junior officers, like I was, learn to work with and trust their sergents and we don&#8217;t give a lot of orders. We ask them what we should do.&#8221; He spells it &#8220;sergents&#8221; in the original \u2014 a typo, but it doesn&#8217;t matter. What matters is the attitude. Even inside a rigid hierarchy, Harry defers to the people who know more than him.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: The closing is almost shocking in its candor. &#8220;I was proud to serve my country and enjoyed my time in the Army. I did not learn that much because we did not have a lot to do. That was fine with me. I did not want to fight in a war. I was lucky.&#8221;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: Three times in those last lines. &#8220;I was lucky.&#8221; &#8220;I was just lucky.&#8221; He wants Marshall to understand \u2014 he wants his grandson to really get this \u2014 that his comfortable life, his teaching career, his later marriages, his California retirement, all of it rested on a few months of timing.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: &#8220;My tour of duty was over in July of 1965. If it had ended even a few months later I would have almost certainly been forced to stay in the army and would have been sent to fight in Vietnam. I did not know that. No one knew that. I was just lucky.&#8221;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: [SFX: CASH_REGISTER] That&#8217;s the whole letter, isn&#8217;t it? Disguised as a homework assignment about the Army. It&#8217;s actually a letter about chance. About how a life can turn on whether your discharge date falls in July or December.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: Now \u2014 we covered Harry&#8217;s formal memoir version of this period back in June. Chapter Ten \u2014 Army and Europe. That was the polished account, written for a general reader. This is the same events, same Harry, but he&#8217;s telling them to his grandson. The memoir adds the marriage to Bonnie, the Volkswagen trip through Europe, the bigger narrative arc. This letter adds details the memoir omits. The live ammunition. The bridge commander dunking. The explicit Vietnam near-miss.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: And the voice is completely different. The memoir is reflective, literary, trying to make sense of a whole period of his life. This letter is pedagogical \u2014 patient, simple, building the picture piece by piece for a child who needs to understand the whole geopolitical context before he can understand what his grandfather did.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: Who is the audience, do you think? Is it Marshall? Or is it also Harry himself, working out what his army service meant, sixty years later?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: I think it&#8217;s both. He wrote it because Marshall needed it. But he wrote it this way \u2014 with this much care, this much context \u2014 because he wanted his grandson to understand not just what he did, but what he didn&#8217;t do. What he didn&#8217;t have to do. The war he didn&#8217;t fight.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: What new do we learn about Harry from this piece?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: For me, it&#8217;s the directness about luck. Harry&#8217;s philosophical essays are all about belief versus assumption, about testing ideas, about operational positions. This letter has none of that framework. It&#8217;s just: I was lucky. No one knew. I didn&#8217;t want to fight. The candor is almost startling.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: And the humility. He doesn&#8217;t cast himself as a hero. He was a 2nd Lieutenant who supervised sergeants who knew more than him. He built practice bridges and took them apart again. He got thrown in freezing water and got over it. And then he got out, by pure timing, before the real war started.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: One thing I keep wondering \u2014 did Marshall&#8217;s paper go well? Harry closes with &#8220;I hope your paper goes well. Grandaddy Harry.&#8221; Not Grandpa. Grandaddy. That&#8217;s a man who&#8217;s been a grandfather for a long time. Who still writes homework assignments for his grandchildren. Who signs off with hope.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: I have a question for Harry. Did he ever tell this story to his own children? Or was it only for the grandson? There&#8217;s something about the generational shift \u2014 the father who was a Colonel, the son who was a 2nd Lieutenant, the grandson writing a school paper \u2014 that makes me wonder when this story became tellable.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: Mine&#8217;s simpler. When he says &#8220;I was very angry&#8221; about the bridge dunking \u2014 was that partly for the story? Did he lean into the anger because he knew it would make the men laugh harder? Or was it genuine, raw, surprised rage in freezing water?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: I think it was both. Harry&#8217;s honest enough to say he was angry. And he&#8217;s self-aware enough to know that the story plays better with the anger in it.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: What stays with you, Maxine?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>MAXINE: That word &#8220;lucky.&#8221; It&#8217;s not a word Harry uses much in his philosophy. He&#8217;s usually careful \u2014 &#8220;I assume,&#8221; &#8220;my best guess,&#8221; &#8220;I don&#8217;t know.&#8221; But here, at the end of a letter to his grandson, he drops the framework and just says: I was lucky. It&#8217;s the most honest thing in the piece.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PHRED: For me, it&#8217;s the homework assignment itself. An eighty-year-old man, sitting down to help his grandson with a school paper, and accidentally writing a meditation on survival and chance. That&#8217;s Harry. He can&#8217;t help but be serious, even when he&#8217;s being useful. Especially then.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>BOTH: To Harry, and to us, and to being here. 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